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AN EXPOSEE OF FAERIES - NASTY LITTLE BUGGERS ...

Spoilers for 6.09 - Clap Your Hands If You Believe

This is an idea that has been floating around in my poor addled head ever since the first announcement that the boys would be doing battle with faeries in episode 6.09, and that they would be dealing with 'real' faeries; the malign, sinister creatures of ancient lore, not the pink, sparkly, vomit-inducing things of Disney movies and Enid Blyton books.

Tom Matthews, my OC who has previously been seen in my stories 'Dry' and 'Hair of the Dog' makes an appearance in this story. A word on Tom, for those who have not met him: Bobby describes him as an old friend, a Doctor who runs an 'off the books' clinic looking after hunters. He is short and plump with expressive dark brown eyes. In their first meeting when Dean was, once again in bad straights, Sam liked him and trusted him on sight.

I've rated this M because this story contains details of a non-consensual sexual act. If this sort of thing troubles you, PLEASE DO NOT READ, I have no wish to offend.

Oh, and it's AU, so Sam is not soulless.

Anyway, moving swiftly on …… when the faeries abducted Dean, and he fought his way back - what if they really - I mean, really - liked what they saw?

THE DARKEST REALM

Rating: M
Word Count: approx 29,000
Genre: Angst/Hurt/Comfort

Disclaimer: I don't own them and that is proof, if it were needed, that life just isn't fair!

SEEING AS LJ CUT IS BEING *!!*?**/&* RETARDED AT THE MOMENT, HERE IS THE LINK TO THE STORY ON MY FANFIC.NET ACCOUNT!

https://login.fanfiction.net/story/story_preview.php?storyid=7221261

Current Mood: creative
Current Location: Home

I'm not entirely sure where my mind was at the weekend, but if the drabbles I wrote were anything to go by, I would say there should have been a three mile exclusion zone around it for health and safety purposes.

Needless to say that my two lovely boys didn't do too well out of it :)

See for yourself ...

Disclaimer: Don't own, wish I did, blah blah

KING OF HELL

I bring you a 200-word excusion into the wit and wisdom of everyone's favourite arch-demon, scheming liar, double-crossing snake and all round smart-arse.

Vague spoilers for 6.22 - 'The Man Who Knew Too Much'.

Genre: Horror/Humour
Rating: T for some disturbing imagery
Word Count: 200

( The King of Hell )

FIVE SENSES

Hell is many things, but above all it is an assault on the senses.

Genre: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Rating: T for some disturbing Imagery
Word Count: 100

( Five Senses )

Current Mood: calm
Current Location: Home

Over the last couple of weeks I've been doing what I like doing best; that is pummelling our poor boy to within an inch of his life.
Now quite what that says about my state of mind, I'd rather not guess.

What I do say is ... judge for yourself!

The following are posted at Hoodie Time.

IN TWO MINDS
Rating: T for violent imagery
Genre: Angst
Word Count: approx 100
SPOILER 5.22 SWAN SONG

http://hoodie-time.livejournal.com/413898.html#cutid1

ALL IN A NIGHT'S WORK
Rating: K+
Genre: Hurt/Comfort/Family
Word Count: approx 100

http://hoodie-time.livejournal.com/414129.html#cutid1

Current Mood: happy
Current Location: Home

Watching the Eurovision Song Contest has sort of put me in mind of terrifying near death experiences, and so I felt compelled to put my muse to work to prevent my brain from liquefying and oozing out of my ears (I don't want any stains on the couch).

So without more ado, those boys are in a bit of a pickle ... will they escape or won't they?
In face, it's a bit of a ...

CLIFFHANGER
Genre: Angst/Drama
Rating: T for a couple of naughty words
Word Count: approx 850

Disclaimer: don't own them, however much I wish.

( Cliffhanger )

Current Mood: mellow
Current Location: The Couch

Dean rests and mends thanks to (and sometimes in spite of) his devoted family ...

( Number Fifty Chapters 11 - 15 of 15 )

Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Location: home

It all starts to become horribly clear to Sam ...

( Number Fifty Chapters 6 - 10 of 15 )

Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Location: Home

I wanted to challenge myself.

Well, I had nothing better to do ... so - do I run a marathon? do I learn a foreign language? do I travel the world on the back of a donkey?

I know - I'll write a really dark and angsty torture-fic. Exactly what any well adjusted, mentally stable individual would do.

So herewith ...

NUMBER FIFTY

Someone - or something - is scaring people to death in New York; Bobby's on the case, but opinion is divided on whether or not he needs the Winchesters' help. But those boys; they just won't take no for an answer …

I have based this fic very loosely around one of London's most famous ghost stories; that of the fatally hideous spirit of number fifty, Berkeley Square. I have used the most basic details of the story, and embellished, warped and fiddled with them for my own nefarious purposes!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything supernatural, although my passport photo is a bit creepy …
Rating: T
Genre: H/C Angst (little bits of humour)
Word Count: 28,500

( Number Fifty - Chapters 1 - 5 of 15 )

Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Location: home

An oft-used phrase which could apply to any number of instances from the worst kind of global catastrophe to my attempt to cook lasagne yesterday evening (heck, the smell of smoke does linger doesn't it?)

In Dean's case, it could describe, say, being trapped in a small cramped aircraft with no pilot hurtling to oblivion in the middle of the Mohave Desert ...

... read on :)

NIGHTMARE SCENARIO
(Posted at Hoodie_Time)

Rating: T
Genre: Hurt comfor/Angst
Word Count: approx 15,000

A mystrious disaster en-route to a far flung hunt tests Dean to the very edge of his physical and psychological limits; but is this all down to fate? Winchester luck? Or are there darker forces at work? Later on in the story there will be slight, non-specific spoilers for various season 5 goings-on.

Disclaimer: I don't own them, wished upon a star. Didn't work!

Chapters 1 - 4

http://community.livejournal.com/hoodie_time/337014.html

Chapters 5 - 8

http://community.livejournal.com/hoodie_time/337788.html#cutid1

Current Mood: content
Current Location: The Couch
Current Music: ELO

...is pretty much all I've been doing over the last few days, given that Winter has decided that Laryngitis and a streaming headcold aren't enough entertainment, so as the cherry on the cake, it's saddled me with a chest infection!

Personally, I think this is payback for all the horrible things I do to Dean, so herewith I make a solemn undertaking that never again will I hurt, distress, or otherwise damage our lovely boy.
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... just kidding :D

But given that I've been up since six o'clock this Sunday morning, (which, as any sensible individual knows, is completely immoral and perverse,) on the basis that I should let my poor husband try to salvage some sleep out of the night without listening to me doing my best to fire my lungs across the room, I give you ... Dean, and he's having a spot of insomnia!

NIGHT WATCH
Rating: T
Genre: Hurt/Comfort/Angst/Humour - bit of everything really
Word Count: Approx 7,000
Disclaimer: I own nothing, just borrowing for fun and frolics.

It's the worst storm for a generation; what happens when a restless Winchester goes sleepwalking out in it?

( Night Watch )

Current Mood: cranky
Current Location: Same place I've been for the last four days - the couch

Sunday afternoon and I'm enjoying the glorious sounds and smells of husband cooking the dinner while curled up on the couch with my laptop and a glass of wine.

Here's to role reversal in the Dizzo household :D *raises glass*

On the subject of role reversal; I'm rather partial to a spot of Winchester role reversal with a sensible Sammy looking after a poorly Dean!

Therefore, as a follow-up to my story, In Sickness and in Stealth, posted yesterday, I post a prequel which covers the dramatic pneumonia / pleurisy / spitting blood / midnight hospital dash referred to by a bitchfaced Sam in that fic.

Enjoy ...

JUST A COUGH, SAMMY

Rating: T
Genre: H/C
Word Count: approx 9,000

Disclaimer: I own nothing, It's quite tragic really ...

( Just a Cough, Sammy - complete )

Current Mood: mellow
Current Location: the couch

Well, that came and went didn't it? I am heartened to know that I must have been a good girl in 2010 because Santa was very good to me- either that or it was a bribe to try to do better in 2011 ... who knows?

What I did get, however, was lots of delicious time off to explore LJ and start finding my way around ... as I may have mentioned once or twice before, I'm a bit slow on the uptake about things like this :)

In my confused wanderings, I discovered the wonderful world of Hoodie-Time, and started posting a couple of bits over there, and herewith goes the experiment - to link them to my journal ... wish me luck !

SHELLFISH BLUES
Dean's date with his latest conquest doesn't go entirely according to plan …

Rating: T for Dean's naughty mouth
Genre: H/C Humour
Word Count: 350
Disclaimer: I own nothing, only my own twisted mind.
http://community.livejournal.com/hoodie_time/274955.html

HAIR OF THE DOG
Sometimes, the cure is worse than the disease ...

A Lyndworm hunt goes south and Dean suffers as a result, nightmarish visions and awesome Sam and Bobby abound, whilst my old friend Tom Matthews from 'Dry' makes an appearance. A word on Tom; Tom Matthews is my OC; he has only been seen before in my story 'Dry' where Bobby describes him as an old friend, a Doctor who runs an 'off the books' clinic looking after hunters. He is described as short and plump with expressive dark brown eyes. In their first meeting when Dean was, once again, in bad straights, Sam liked him and trusted him on sight.

My story, 'Dry' is not yet posted on LJ, but can be found on Fanfiction.net, under my author name of Dizzo.

Rating: T for nightmarish visions and some bad words
Genre: H/C / Angst
Word Count: 20,500 approx
Disclaimer: Own nothing except my increasingly disturbed mind

Chapters 1 - 6
http://community.livejournal.com/hoodie_time/270495.html

Chapters 7 - 12
http://community.livejournal.com/hoodie_time/270691.html

So lets see if this works ... or if I just end up looking a complete nit!

xx

Current Mood: geeky
Current Location: The kitchen
Current Music: Les Miserables

I often thought that if our beautiful boys ever explored the average fanfic site, they'd never leave the house without a bodyguard :)

Therefore, as if by magic, Dean suddenly finds something on the computer that he finds very, very disturbing ...

Rating: T
Genre: Humour
Word count: 2,300 approx

Disclaimer: I own nothing except my own dirty mind!

( THE ONES ON THE COMPUTER )

Current Mood: content
Current Location: home

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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams

Entries tagged with psychological trauma

The Darkest Realm spoilers for 6.09

A Hell of a Weekend

Assault and Battery

Cliffhanger

Number Fifty - Part 3

Number Fifty - Part 2

Number Fifty - a challenge to myself

Nightmare Scenario

Watching the world go by ...

Lazy Sunday Afternoon ...

Was that it?

Fanfic; an alternative view ...