Now I Understand
May. 30th, 2014 09:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dizzojayOkay, it took me a while, but here's a little cathartic drabble following the trauma of the season finale ...
NOW I UNDERSTAND
Rating: K+
Genre: Tragedy/Angst
Characters: Sam and Dean Winchester
Spoilers/Warnings: Huge spoilers for 9.23
Word Count: 100
Disclaimer: I don't own them
Tag to Dean’s death scene
Sam’s big enough to admit his mistakes; Sam’s POV
xxxxx
Cradling Dean's broken, lifeless body against mine, I remember those furious words I'd spoken so long ago; words that prompted this miserable silo mentality we've both descended into.
I'd told Dean that I wouldn't help him if he died. He'd looked hurt; I'd felt justified.
But now I get it; I understand, and I desperately wish I could unsay those words.
A lifetime without Dean stretches before me and I can't face it. I want to die right now, right alongside him.
Gathering him closer, I want to occupy the same space; physics be damned.
I'll get him back.
Whatever it takes.
xxxxx
end
NOW I UNDERSTAND
Rating: K+
Genre: Tragedy/Angst
Characters: Sam and Dean Winchester
Spoilers/Warnings: Huge spoilers for 9.23
Word Count: 100
Disclaimer: I don't own them
Tag to Dean’s death scene
Sam’s big enough to admit his mistakes; Sam’s POV
xxxxx
Cradling Dean's broken, lifeless body against mine, I remember those furious words I'd spoken so long ago; words that prompted this miserable silo mentality we've both descended into.
I'd told Dean that I wouldn't help him if he died. He'd looked hurt; I'd felt justified.
But now I get it; I understand, and I desperately wish I could unsay those words.
A lifetime without Dean stretches before me and I can't face it. I want to die right now, right alongside him.
Gathering him closer, I want to occupy the same space; physics be damned.
I'll get him back.
Whatever it takes.
xxxxx
end
