I am so trying to keep the tears at bay, I'm afraid if I give in to them I may not stop. I understand their decision and support them but damn it hurts. It really does. I'm going to miss the characters so much, and the feeling of family that the actors and crew fostered. We are a family, and I've seem such an outpouring of hurt from so many people. I've had some lovely supportive messages and hugs from all corners of the globe. We'll be here for each other, because yes, family don't end in blood.